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Mood disorders' love (rap)

Blue=depression

Red=bipolar 2

Brown=bipolar 1

black=all three

Hey there everybody I'm depression, different from you guys' old impression;

I may sometimes appear just lazy, and I don't often cry all day!

Hello comrades I'm bipolar two, the same is mostly true for me too;

turbulent, inconsistent, maybe a little incompetent, but I could still fit in well, right?

Everyone out there! Bipolar one's here! I sing I yell, did you hear?

No, cuz I'm hospitalized? A few more weeks and I'll see the light!

Inpatient? Impatient! I don't need that kind of treatment!

Take the medicine twice a day, and I can appear happy and gay! (别杠这个“gay”了)

Happy and gay? What did you say? I may laugh but I'm rarely happy!

Things I love, foods I crave, don't make sense when the depression's grave!

You eat less? I wish to be this! When episodes come I overindulge!

Bipolar two, that's not true! We may all eat more or less when episodes arrive!

That's quite accurate, it depends on the patient, one-size-fits-all description is no longer relevant!

Sometimes I feel like a hero, I feel greater than usual, three hours' sleep and my energy's full, comrades fight for the International! (manic episodes)

I'll join you, for our goal, sing El Pueblo Unido! (also has hypomanic episodes)

Here we go, rock and roll, grab that stuff worth a million euro!

No, no, no, how crazy are you? My hypomanic episodes are milder than you!

I sleep less, I feel good, but other people barely notice that!

Agree with you! That's how I feel! Terribly down but very few know! Not necessarily suicidal! 

When I say "life has no meaning", that's a sign it's worsening

If I say I wanna disappear, that means I'm in despair!

Don't make us stay up for work, that's triggering symptoms' onset!

All we want is to live the normal way, don't be too pushy on our GPA!

When mania comes it's not my fault, when depression comes it's not my fault!

And down with discrimination, illnesses can not define a person!

豆知识1:根据NIMH,major depression在美国成年人中的患病率为7.1%,其中18-25岁为13.1%,几乎每7人就有一人;bipolar disorder在美国成年人的患病率为2.8%,其中18-29岁为4.7%,几乎每20人就有一人

豆知识2:有研究表明depression平均减少期望寿命(俗称“折寿”)5年,bipolar disorder平均“折寿”10-20年

豆知识3:据研究估计,depression的患者大约有2%会死于自杀;又有研究估计,介于25%和60%之间的bipolar disorder患者会有自杀行为,介于4%和19%之间的会真的自杀成功。

(To the tune of El Pueblo Unido (English version), link: 

www.bilibili.com

Get up and go, bipolar and depression

To see the doc, and take your medicine

The cure is hard, the treatment is easy

And you'll see, the broken life coming back to its beauty,

and believe one day,

withered flowers will bloom once again.

No need to fight, no more involution

Come into terms with the rocky condition

We shall once more, live a normal life

No staying up, no competition.

And now the troubled, united in their struggle, will never give up till victory...

The people united will never be defeated!